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Thursday, November 30, 2006

have this sudden feeling of wanting to go msia.

we go escape one of these day can?
go on weekday leiis.
wabted go on DD 4th month tt day.
but sad sad...
me jux bck fr camp on tt day.

{ 12:15 PM }
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went for breakfast wid mummy.
den went pop buy twine.
i finally remembered!!!
saw a monokuro boo foto frame at mini toons.
but din buy.
oh man...suddenly im so in love wid these pigs.
im wondering...
which is the male
and which is the female.

bball wid them in the noon.
went down to pei von...
play halfway...
me bear h^2 and yh
SQUAT at the court
and
gossip.
Yea...
3 guys 1 girl
gossping in the middle of nowhere.
LOL.
den we went on wid the topic abt girls' sutff.
bear started reciting the menstural cycle.
hmmm...wid these guys huh...
mux get use to them talking abt such thing.
mux b open-minded ppl.
mummy brought drink down for us.
den as usual la...
dey'll crowd ard my mum den start talking non-stop.
h^2 wanna be my mummy de son...
von wanna by my mummy de daughter.
NO WAY!!!
if i have h^2 as my brother...
there'll be no peace at home.
von as my sis...
den i'll not have the whole room to myself.
hahaz...
ppl...wait long long ok.

i wanna go escape.
but 2nd dec i cant.
mummy suggested...
morning go wid them...
afternoon go luch wid her
den go bck join them again.
=_="'
9th dec oso cant.
shall we go on weekdays?
*grins*

hmmm...nxt week gt quite a number of activities.
mon:happy feet wid GUNDU and the rest.
tue-thurs:guides camp in sch.
fri:nth
sat:kor de graduation
sun:nth.

he's starting to talk.
he's starting to smile.
he's startin to tell me lame jokes.
he's starting to disturb me.
so i guess everything's fine now.
*smile*
*grins*

{ 12:00 PM }
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

comp has been on since afternoon
but i was'nt using it.
jux charging my mp3.

now catching another show fr utube.
花樣少年少女.
another funny show.
i dobut can finish watching before sch reopen.
and i doubt the disc is out.
i like quan de hairstyle...
very nice.

short post...
cux wanna go on wid the show.
=)

{ 11:40 AM }
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

i realized
i've stop looking for freedom
and
i think
mummy seems to
b giving me more freedom
for now.
which of cos is a good thing.
=)

{ 3:16 PM }
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look alike?

tick tock tick tock.
im gg sec 4 liao.
well time really flies.
time gt wings can.

i've been wasting time for the whole of this month.
tried doing maths.
but
the moment i c books...
wanna sleep
and i really goes to sleep.
a few hours sleep...

conversation between
me and darren...
time really past fast
real fast...

wonderful songs..that somehow brings back emotional feelings..in the Planet Mercury..singing to represent words. says:
wah time pass so fast
wonderful songs..that somehow brings back emotional feelings..in the Planet Mercury..singing to represent words. says:
going sec4 le
~[*fang*]~ says:
agreed
~[*fang*]~ says:
tick tock tick tock
~[*fang*]~ says:
sec4 liao
wonderful songs..that somehow brings back emotional feelings..in the Planet Mercury..singing to represent words. says:
i rmb u only sec2 nia lols
~[*fang*]~ says:
LOL
wonderful songs..that somehow brings back emotional feelings..in the Planet Mercury..singing to represent words. says:
so fast 2years le
wonderful songs..that somehow brings back emotional feelings..in the Planet Mercury..singing to represent words. says:
...time ticks fast hahas

ok...
im crazy.
today post so much.
have been postin non-stop

{ 2:39 PM }
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i saw these while browsing blogskin.

"sometimes,
when you lost the one whom you treasure most..
all you want to do is to press on the reset button,
sadly,
there is no reset button in life.. "

treasure ur love ones.

{ 2:23 PM }
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decided to change blogskin.
so
ta da...
here's my new blogskin.
monokuro boo.
simple is the best.
*grins*

oh man...
im really falling in love wid chocolates.
esp kinder bueno
and cadbury.
i love chocolates!!!

chocolates
chocolates
chocolates
chocolates
chocolates
chocolates
chocolates

hahaz.
im crazy.

{ 2:00 PM }
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woke up earlier den usual today
cux
meeting seri.
wanna buy the cloth for
patrol flag.
walk ard 201
den to tmart...
both place oso dun have.
sian.
waste my time.

im afraid-
afraid
everything
might start all over again.

{ 12:46 PM }
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

went bck to chalet ytd.
sian...
w/o the rest.
me and the 5 kids.
wat can i do wid them man.
damn sian.

overnight.

5 person squeezed one bed.
shared bed wid yi.
whalao...
its a torture.
she kept kicking me.
as she sleeps...
she occupies more and more space.
so i got off the bed and let her have it all to herself.
den me down dere walking ard the room.

sleeping at the chalet
wid the kids
is much much worse
den sleeping in a tent during a camp.
i'll rather sleep in the tent
den sharing a bed wid her.
gggrrr...

other room de ppl having so much fun.
so envious.
hahaz.

home this morning.
slept the moment i reached home.

think everything's fine now.
=)
*grins*

{ 11:30 AM }
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

bear...
i've gt nth to comment.

duunoe wat my mum trying to do wid his hands.

hmmm...
delicious stingray.

mummy says we look alike...
do we?

my hair looks weird

getting ready to eat the curry.

almost there

and its in the mouth.
mmmmm...delicious.
(these fotos were not taken on purpose.
only the last one is taken on purpose.)
*grins*

went bck sch this morning for guides.
den met other up at interchange.
suppose to meet 1130.
but i turn up only at 12 cux
relised late.
so on my way there.
aman von weihong took turns to call and msg me.
zzzZzzz.
sorry ppl...
din mean to be late.

escape.
din wanna play.
but was sort of forced to.
now i sort of addicted.
overcome phobia liao.
which is definitely a good thing.
played pirate ship
rainbow
haunted house
flippers
n family coaster.
half way playing flippers
it rained
so din really gt to enjoy it.
but played a few more times after tt.
sian la...rain half way
if not can play more.
*grins*

bbq after tt.
went buy drink.
ermms...
yea drink.
underage drink.
*grins*

home after tt.
uploaded some pics.
still gt many more...
taking too much time to upload liao.

von...
i've gt many of ur fotos.
get it fr me if u wan.

ppl...

dun worry for me.
im fine.
sorry...
din mean
to tear in front of u guys.
sorry...
make u all worried.

<3 diingdonggs

{ 5:20 PM }
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teared...
den locked myself up in the room and cried.
was crying for the whole night.
he asked if i was scared.
my ans...no.
it was jux a lie.
i din wann him to worry for me.
he's alr worried
and scared.
dun wan him to worry even more.
he told me to talk to him if i wan.
well...
i doubt i'll do tt ba.
i wanna cry no more.
jux hope everything will be over.
=)

{ 10:45 AM }
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

watched dvd this morning.
flushed away.
rather funny.

i finally did the chem assignment.
gave me such a big headache.
so chim.
so sci.

had been having sleepless night.
horrible feeling.
turning and tossing on the bed.
den when finally fall asleep...
start to dream...
weird dreams
not sweet dream.
=/

sleepless night again ytd.
but eventually i fell asleep.
too tired fr crying.
din feel like waking up this morning.

hoping for happier days ahead.
i wanna c smile-
happy smile
cheerful smile.
dunwanna c tears-
tears of hurt
tears of worry.

dun bother asking me wat happen
cux
i aint gonna say anything.
aint gonna tell anything.

{ 10:45 AM }
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she teared cux of him.
i teared cux of her.
i really dunnoe y la.
perhaps
she really thinks too much sometimes.
i know she's worried for him.
really dunnoe them la.
i very confused now...
dunnoe wth i blogging.
had this urge to email him
to say out my feeling la.
but im afraid
afraid
it might jux make matters worse.
aiish.

confused.
i dunnoe wat i blogging.

{ 7:15 AM }
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Monday, November 20, 2006

sundays r always so boring.

2 days nvr update liao
cux my bro
has been copping himself up in the room
preparing for his exam.
so i din wanna disturb him.

i cant recall wat i did 2 days ago.
since i cant recall anything...
tt means nth meaningful happened lorr.
im jux slacking my way thr.

ytd went shopping wid mummy.
she finally bought her clothes
and shoes.

den today...
did the chinese tys lorr.
finally complete 7 papers liao.
think i still have lots more hw to do.
boo~
stupid holiday...
so much hw.
still haven practice maths.
sianzzzzzz.

my comp sot sot de.
sometimes no sound.
mux restart den gt sound.
zzzzzzzzzz.

jo says she booked me for moive liao.
wanna go watch happy feet maybe...
penguins.
cute penguins.

need go bck sch on wed.
for camp briefing.
dunnoe wat time will it end.
den very ma fan.
like tt i dunnoe wat time
am i suppose to meet them.

msg them in the morning
but i still dun get any reply.
yuanhong complains no money dunwan go liao.
zzzzzzzzzzz.
ke lian de him.
but nvm...
got free ticket
so think he gg liao.

was talking to a stranger again jux now.
but din chat long
cux he had to study
for his last paper tmw
which he claims is a piece of cake.

think i'll jux post till here
really nth else to post liao.

i jux have the feeling tt she's doubting us.
i really hate this feeling.
sometimes i jux feel like
screaming and shouting
like nobody's business.

i wonder if he cried.
i tot i saw his eyes all red.
dunnoe if i saw wrongly.
think he's under a lot of pressure.

{ 1:05 PM }
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

finally we got to meet up wid chers today.
went 201 mac.
was raining while i was on my way there.
cher drove us to sch
to fetch ms sakinah...
den went bck to one of the malay coffee shop at 201.
cher belanja us mac.
had to redo plan cux will not be held at camp chritstine liao.
YEAH!!!
3 of us was like so happy.

home after tt.
watced vcd for rest of the day.
finish watching e mo zai sheng bian liao.
ending was nice.
out of the 3 shows
i love e mo zai sheng bian the best.
e mo so handsome can
even my mummy said so.
*grins*

gundu brother wanna
bring me to OCH if ever got the chance.
wooo~~~
i DUNWAN.
hahaz.

hmmm...i think nth else happen ba.
holidays r jux so boring.

jux received msg fr aman.
might be gg for bball.

woooo...
had been talking to ppl online.
ppl whom i dunnoe.
and i tot its fun.

{ 2:25 AM }
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Friday, November 17, 2006

my life is same everyday.
vcd
vcd
vcd.
5 more disc to go
and i 'll have finished watching e mo.

omg...
the e mo is so handsome
and sweet.

bck sch to buy books.
met eric weihong wen and aman.
so went mac wid them.
eric was nice...
he so sweet can.
helped me to carry the books.

i've yet to pass
qiuai her ps controller
which eric asked me to.
i lazy call and meet her.

went shopping wid mum.
she wanna buy shoes and clothes.
but cant seem to find any to her likings.
so...
she's gonna contiune searching
for clothes and shoes.

im adding more and more strangers
in my msn list.
*grins*

kkaes...
short post.
cux my life's boring.

{ 2:25 PM }
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

first i watched ai qing mo fa shi
den lu guang shen ling.
now watch e mo zai sheng bian.
all of them r nice.

so wat was i doing the whole day?

watching vcd and nth else.

actually lu guang i watched before lerr
but i pei my mama watch.
if not i would have watch even more
episodes of e mo zai sheng bian.
anyway...mama finish watching lu guang alr.
a touching show...
think my mum watched till cried.
the first time i watched it oso cried.

e mo zai sheng bian.
the e mo so handsome.
funny show.
can laugh till cry.
mama says im crazy.
10 more disc to go.
one disc 40 min nia.
i guess i'll watch it the 2nd time oso.
watch wid my mama.
*grins*

i lyk the song of e mo zai sheng bian.
the lyrics and tune is nice.

歌曲：臭男人

我就是你们女生
最讨厌的那种人
专门欺骗女人感情的臭男人
我就是那个家里
有了一个还嫌不够
还在外头养了一个小女人
噢噢~噢噢~
我就是你们所谓的
不在乎天长地久
只在乎曾经拥有的臭男人
我就是那个一三五会在家
二四六那还用说
而星期天是平静的渡过

奇怪的是这世界
男人不坏女人不爱
要帅要体贴又要关怀
这种男人已不存在
我就是那个让你不明白
让你看不开让你好无奈
对了就是那个臭男孩
让你叫天天不理睬

我就是那个让你失去
让你心痛让你泪流
让你一生好痛恨的臭男人
我就是那个让你无法自拔
无法渴望无法预料
一生痛恨的臭男人
臭男人臭男人
臭男人 oh~ oh~
我这个这个这个这个这个
臭男人

see the lines highlighted in purple???
i totally agree wid tt line.
it means:
guys tt r
handsome
caring and
understanding
no longer exist.

{ 12:50 PM }
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

well...
it was juz another boring day.
went sch in the noon
to learn gadgets.
manage to tie the poles...
but jux cant tie the knots.
ok
i know im dumb.

Justin is nice AT TIMES.
ok
i mean he's good when he dun bully me.
he bullied me today...
so he wasn't nice.
but then againn...
he drove us home...
so he was nice.
hahaz.
hmmm...
though he enjoys bullying me...
still think he's a great brother.
hey justin...
im praising u leiis.

so home after tt...
did phy.
oh man...
i've clean forgotten everything.

still not in the mood to study.

my room is lyk rubbish dump.
and yes...
i mean it
rubbish dump.
esp my study table.
books everywhere on the table.
den oso gt unnecessary things in my room.
tt stupid broken thing still in my room.
bball in my room.
i've got not enough cupboard to keep those books on my table.
i've jux cleared up the cupboard
tt's full of my bro de vcd.

i refuse to change the door curtain
though i've bought a new one
oso fr mini toons.
i still preferred the piggy's curtain.
represent me beta ba.
hahaz.
i oso realize the color of the piggy fade alr.

{ 2:00 PM }
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Monday, November 13, 2006

woke up at 7am ytd
to meet for guides stuff.
had mac for breakfast.
we stayed in mac till 12+ in the noon.
was very sleepy when i reached home.
but i still watched tv
den sleep.
woke up only few hrs ltr...
wanted go on sleeping
but mummy was watching vcd...
i oso wan watched
so din went on sleeping.
but anyway...
tt show i watched before liao.

today was just a boring sunday for me.
well...
i guess sundays r always sooooo boring
cux there's always no show to watch.
boring
boring
boring!!!

tmw gg bck sch again...
to learn gadgets.

its alr
errmmms...
2nd or 3rd week of sch holiday liao.
but i've still yet to touch my hw.
im in the
i wanna laze ard
wanna fool ard
kind of mood.
hahaz.

hey justin...
tt knock on my head hurts ok.
but anyway...
thx a lot for ur help.
greatly appreciated.
*hugs*
=)

<3 diingdonggs

{ 12:45 PM }
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Saturday, November 11, 2006

wooo...
it rained today.
=)

nth much happen.
jux another boring day.
went to library.

i was being very GL.
yes GL.
even before my kor step into the house...
i told him i wan use comp.
if he dun wan me to go into his room cux his gf is there...
den let me use his lappy.
whalao...den he really put his lappy on my table.
so using his lappy now
to update my blog.
his lappy's reaction is really slow.
den i oso keep pressing wrong button.
gggrrr!!!

meeting justin tmw
wid jo and seri.
gundu jux called
and requested for mac big breakfast.

hmmm...
JUSTIN...
u working ma...
gt salary
so...
shdn't it be u treating me???
hahaz.

shall post till here.
go do hw liao.

{ 12:31 PM }
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Friday, November 10, 2006

my guai lan pics

i love this pic the most.

its not my bag.

had a conversation wid justin and jo ytd nite.
i was driving justin crazy and he needed a break.
muahahaha.

there's this HK show currently shown on channel U.
my bro asked me borrow fr friends.
saying he will buy me
sweet
chocolate
blah blah baah.
i kept shaking my head untill~~~
he says
he buy me a new hp.
but he asked me wait long long.
hmmmm...
im waiting.
hahaz.
he said he'll wake me up at 7.30 this morning

and...
he really did!!!
he came over to my room
and wake me up.
gggrrr!!!

my bro asked me wat
line i using.
singtel la.
tot he was being nice
to actually wanna help me subscribe
a line tt's cheap.
but
he ended up tolding me...
i use his line
den he go get another line.
cux gt more free sms.
ok...
so his line has gt 300 free sms...
still think its not enough for me.
so...im still considering.
yet to give him an ans.
muahahaha.

off to bugis wid my mum.
long time nvr go the temple liao.
so crowded.

went to eat at food junction.
the cleaner so attitude la.
the table was dirty
so i went over and POLITELY
asked the auntie to clean up the table.
i used the word PLEASE.
but wat kind of attitude she showed me???
this was wat she said...
in a very pissed off way.
"im not in charge of tt area hor.
u go find the person in charge of tt area to clean for u."
i mean...
its ok if u're not in charge of tt area
but
cant she be more polite???
anyway...
i oso dun c anyone tt's in charge of the area im at.
so mummy bo bian...
she placed the dirty plates on the floor...
den tt attitude auntie came over and told my mum
cannot put on the floor..
mux put at the side of the table.
again in her fuc**** attitude.
my mum damn pissed...
so am i.
u expect us to eat beside tt dirty plates??
the table is meant for 4
but there's 3 of us.
tot she said she not in charge of tt area...
den y bother abt my mum puttin it on the floor.
tt attitude auntie bo bian...
walked away.
den come another auntie
tell my mum same thing.
this time my mum really pissed liao...
told her
if she thinks we're at fault...
den get ur manager here.
wooo...
i love my mum la.
she's my idol.

went bugis street...
saw this hp strap...
wanted buy
but mummy and aunt was walking so fast...
nvr hear me call them...
so i din buy.
and i regret.

bumped into jo and eunice thrice today.

tot of trying my luck at TM and CS
to c if i can find the hp strap
but
to no avail.
i bought 2 pairs of earrings instead.
which i've been wanting to buy.

{ 12:12 PM }
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off to shopping wid mum.
will be bck to update.
=)

{ 3:42 AM }
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

5 years ltr...
how will i be like?
will i still be the same like now
or
will i become a totally different person?

a person with a changed character.
a person with a changed behaviour.

think i've changed a lot since pri sch.
used to be the guai guai quiet quiet type.
so innocent.
hahaz.

now not anymore liao.
now so noisy
so crazy...
not as guai as before.

{ 11:51 AM }
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